I had a huge bit if inspiration last week and decided I’d create a new layout here. I was just getting into the groove when my website stopped coming up altogether. I figured there was some server issue, it was late anyway so I went to bed. My site was still gone the next day, so I called my host and it turns out that I had been logging in too much. They unblock my IP, I start editing again and the same thing happens. Repeat this process five more times [including once at Horatio's house] and you have the reason I haven’t updated. I’m scared of logging in and losing access. Plus, I’m sick of this layout and I was really excited about my new one.

Horatio and I had a very nice visit, difficult in places, but totally worth that. I think he is much happier now overall which is the main thing I’m taking away. I made a fantastic garlic soup for our entertaining engagement on Sunday. Really pleased with how it turned out, I’m totally making it again sometime.

Horatio had to spend a big chunk of time working this weekend and I realised why having Weasel work from home was so hard for me. I feel like I’m in the way. I want to go about my day as usual and I feel like I can’t because it’ll distract her and take her away from work. So no piano playing, little TV watching, quiet quiet quiet. So we talked about it and I’m going to do whatever I feel like [within reason] and if she doesn’t like it she can go to work. Except I wasn’t so blunt and we had a very nice chat that will make us both more comfortable.

I started a nice big dish of roast vegetables yesterday only to discover that my aubergine was rotting from the inside out. Very gross. So I got some leftover wraps from the freezer, made some rice and called it dinner. Today I got a new aubergine and a courgette and now everything in smelling very tasty. I have some toasted onion baguettes to place them on and halloumi and goats’ cheese to melt on top.

I’m going into hospital tomorrow for my dilatation. I’m oddly nervous. I’ve done this before, I’ve recharged everything I want to play with, I’ve booked my taxi [6:45!] and have all my papers. There isn’t even that much riding on this, my doctor has told me that this probably won’t have any noticeable effect on my breathing.

I’ve had a sneeze lurking in my right nostril all day. I’ve tickled it and sneezed several times, but it insists it needs to go again. I’ve tried rising my sinuses. It’s making my right eye water. Gah.

Really need proper sleep tonight, it has been too long.